Deviation Actions
Literature Text
First arc: Unveil
Premise: After the misleading arrest of Wakahisa Naoya, many were left confused as to who was responsible for the fires started on the three campuses last year.
After the graduation ceremony and fire, Junichiro’s close friend, Shimane Akio, approaches Takahashi-san and offers to explain things that she ought to know…
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Shimane: It was rainy sunday afternoon. Shimane had messaged Sayuri over twitter. Upon arriving at the café, he sat down in one of the distant corners, dressed in casual attire. The café was quiet and he was glad for it--- his tall, thin frame finding comfort in one of the large comfortable chairs near the window. After cleaning his glasses, he fixed them on his face and folded his arms, gazing out of the window nostalgically. It’s all over now, he told himself. There was a distant smile on his face, one that looked troubled. He closed his eyes peacefully and dozed on for a little while he waited.
Sayuri: It'd been a long Saturday night and going into Sunday morning; difficult for her to get out of bed and face the rest of the day. Having Ayako leave her with so many things to think over...she wanted Ayako to at least stay the weekend, but it would've been too much to ask. As she entered the cafe, she remembered Ayako telling her that she didn't have to brave it alone but chose to do so anyway. The smell of the cafe was already making her sick, appetite lost by the whole situation. Sayuri didn't want to see Shimane at all.
She looked the same as usual, as if nothing changed, like the same proud and confident woman she'd always seemed to be. Her expression seemed more stoic than it normally was and when she caught sight of Shimane, she walked to him directly as she folded her umbrella in.
Approached the table with an aggressive clacking of her heels and a sudden stop in front of him in an intense glare, "Shimane-san." chazillah
Shimane: He had sensed that she entered the cafe, but allowed himself to rest a few moments longer. When she stopped in front of him he opened his eyes, looking up towards her with a sheepish expression. He awkwardly rose, his glasses slipping down his long nose as he bowed to her stiffly,
“Takahashi-san. Thank you for coming. Please sit.” He sat back down and glanced her over for a second. Beautiful, confident, strong…it looked as though not a thing had happened to her. He couldn’t hold back a smile as he observed her quiet attitude and intense glare.
He laughed abruptly and awkwardly. “Please don’t expect me to have the same courtesies as your former prince. I don’t have the coin to spend ladies like yourself.” The remark came across a little rude, so he quickly added, pushing up his glasses, “But if you wish to get a drink, please do so.” He sat back into the comfortable chair, folding his hands together and let some silence pass between them before speaking, “How are you making out, Takahashi-san? I hope you don’t mind me pointing out that you look unphased by all of it.”
Sayuri: She returned the bow and sat across from him, taking out his dry umbrella from her bag and putting it on the table for him. "I ate before I came here." Barely. Sayuri sat up straight and did her best to handle the situation in the way she thought she could: looking strong enough to deal with it. Inside, she was a wreck and was silent as she tried to think of some response without giving it away so quickly. She crossed both her arms and her legs and her body language implied a cold demeanor. I really don't want to be here. I just want to be home.
Shimane: Silence strained between them after she responded. He was gazing towards her, studying her features. He smiled when her eyes looked more sorrowful than cold,
Sayuri: It was annoying to hear his jest and she didn't comment about it. That was one strike. Inwardly thankful that this may only take 10 minutes and she could just go home and marathon a drama or something...but mentioning that she was angry, she interrupted his sentence, "Of course I'm angry! I'm furious. Frustrated. Thatbastard thinks he can get away with throwing around a word like love and then lie to me like that?" She was outraged! And seeing him the way he was, so full of anger and such an unforgiving demeanor, she almost sounded just as unforgiving in mentioning he was a bastard. "And then he can't speak for himself?" Shook her head and bit her lip disapprovingly. So much disappointment and pain overwhelmed her in her outrage and her next response was irrational, "Of course I'm in love with him!" Grit her teeth. Another strike. What kind of a question was that?! Been in love?! How the hell did she know what love is? "All I know is that, if I didn't love him, I wouldn't feel sick over this whole thing. He had me. He did. He always did." chazillah
Shimane: “They say love makes fools of us all,” he murmured quietly, then smiled an unattractive smile towards her while he adjusted his glasses, “Tell me, Takahashi-san, would you fall in love with me?” the question made an outright fool of himself—of course she wouldn’t. There he sat: a thin, lanky man with thick-rimmed glasses, a long nose, and sallow features. Beneath his glasses were tired eyes with dark bags, and his hair was a mess of curls. He was far from attractive or handsome unlike Fujimoto Junichiro, and the picture was clear. He laughed,
He then added after a moment of silence, “I’m the type who sits back watches people, calculates, and then comes up with an intricate plan to…maneuver the chess pieces, so to speak. Norika-san was a woman of action, persistence, and force. She was a storm you couldn’t escape, and once you implemented the idea, she wouldn’t cease until she saw it through.” The light of the café reflected on his glasses. It was difficult to make out the expression in his eyes.
Sayuri: And here came strike three. She was so, so ready to walk out on him instead of hearing what he had to say. One more word about love and she could imagine herself flipping the table and beating him with it. And would she fall in love with him?! Wow, is he joking now? Is this a lame excuse to get her alone, now that Junichiro basically dumped her?But she sat there and listened, while at the same time, imagining that in a perfect world, she could beat him with the table in public and that her boyfriend wouldn't be running away to America for whatever reason. She also hated hearing that there was a much more bold and fierce woman than she was. Oh, god. Now this woman was his type? Sayuri sat there with a stoic expression and all these thoughts became more and more muddled in her head. What the fuck was he trying to tell her? His one sided love for a woman that was in her league? In fact, it almost became more nauseating to hear about it. This asshole liked throwing around the word 'love' too, she thought. Processing the story was difficult and when he trailed off, she sat silently and recounted everything he said. So basically he'd been in love with a woman who was in love with Junichiro? No surprise. Junichiro was a good man... it angered her more to think that other women would be after him. The whole thing... was wasting her time. She got up.
Shimane: He seemed to snap out of it when she suddenly got up. He bowed his head in apology, adjusting the bulky glasses framing his face, “Takahashi-san, if you would extend your patience, I think you would be thankful to understand the rest of the story.” She could spot the earnest expression on his face now, “Unless, of course, you would rather go home and brood over the unresolved mystery that is your former prince.”
Shimane, the type who relished in analyzing people, was fascinated by her impatience and stared dumbfounded at her for a moment before continuing,
“A year into our success as student council, Fujimoto-san and I worked on a project together in his third year (I was in my fourth). We had plans to develop a game for the Oculus Rift, a new virtual reality console being developed in America.” He had a sheepish look of embarrassment on his face and glanced away, “Yes, yes, it was foolish! I won’t lie to you unlike Fujimoto-san: we had absolutely no idea what we were doing. Our kickstarter failed and I threw all of my funds—even non-existent ones—into the thing! He kicked in some too.”
Sayuri: She calmed down when she continued to listen to him. His expression and referring to Junichiro as 'prince' was really getting on her nerves but as he began unraveling the story...no doubt, her undivided attention was on it. It brought back a conversation from long before any of this fiasco came to fruition-- at least, the truth about it. So Shimane...was the partner on that project. The facts of the story were prevalent from the past but a couple things were changed. Namely, the more important facts. Like about the kickstarted doing so well and the school not helping promote it-- was Junichiro twisting the story to sound more...righteous on the matter. Wondered if the statistics that Junichiro was explaining to her were actually real. It sounded convincing enough, to think that there was a bias in the science faculty and that internship opportunities were there. It's not as if she actually knew, so she bought the story. It was much worse than she anticipated and her expression grew into a concern. The mention of Teruaki and thoughtlessly ranting to him about Junichiro made her feel incredibly awkward at the thought of, well, being resentful over the business proposal. All of this news came as very...cowardly to Sayuri. Picking up the pieces and trying again would be her option.Would the distribution of money between the departments ever be fair? From the beginning of her freshman year, she inherently knew that she shouldn't fully trust or comply with everything the school provides for her (namely, it was no University of Tokyo standard, which Takumi reminded her over and over again). It was a fact that providing for herself and networking outside of it would help her much more in the long run, so it never came up as a serious issue that this was unfair. It's always unfair. She nodded in response, as if letting
And who was this Norika-san, anyway? Apparently Shimane had been so in love with this bold and fierce woman that he had the balls to tick with the statistics of the school, undoubtedly leaving a very bad impression on Sayuri. She could feel herself rising with anger but did her best to control it, for now. It was as if it were a slap in the face: Yes, you are sitting across from a pure and genuine asshole. It didn't surprise her that the other students, namely science faculty ones, would start feeling cold towards the melodramatics of the other departments. No one wants to hear that one department is over another! And to think...the person sitting across from her is actually admitting to what he did?! Is it even legal for him to work for the school as he does now? Her mind was racing and when Shimane put it bluntly, she finally replied.
Shimane: Her reaction pleased him in an odd way—it would be fruitless if she hadn’t cared for any of it. He fidgeted in his seat uncomfortably and continued,
He continued, “I visited the student council meetings even after I graduated simply to see her.... Norika-san was still fighting, even more desperately than usual. She told the council that they shouldn’t give up! As you have probably realized, Student Council still believed the statistics I acquired for them were correct, as did Fujimoto-san. After speaking with Fujimoto-san, I convinced him that we should inspire Norika-san to decide on our next course of action.”
“After Fujimoto agreed, Norika-san and I eventually had a conversation after one of the meetings. It was late June of last year, I still remember it well.” The distant smile reappeared, “I told her that if anyone were to take action for the school’s crimes…she would be that person! The hero!” He waved his arms stupidly in the air, “She would be the savior of the student body! I thought I had lifted her spirits and inspired her, and she told me that if she did not receive her scholarship for the fall 2012 semester, she would take the action necessary. She had kissed me and smiled. Her smile was beautiful, Takahshi-san, I would have never expected the next few months to be what they were...” his voice trailed off.
There was more silence. Continuing was becoming difficult. The mood grew unstable and intense. His lips were parted, as though the words were there but were weights he had to push off with his tongue.
The last words he uttered completely changed Shimane’s composure. Sayuri was speaking to someone else now---someone she had never met before. There was a heavy silence…one that made them feel like they could scarcely breathe. His head was turned to the window now.
“I could not…could not, could not, could not….rid myself of the fact that I had implemented the little idea in her…the idea that she should exact vengeance…” his voice was still quiet, “The idea that she should throw away everything she had because she didn’t get what she want…I loved her, Takahashi-san…and the guilt drives me to the point of insanity…” speaking was difficult now, and he let silence pass between them.
Sayuri: When he agreed with her, she found herself intrigued by it and continued listening intently. To Sayuri, this seemed like another story--a love story--that played a bit like a drama in her head. It wasn't hard to imagine that Shimane would fall for a beautiful girl and his affections being unreturned, but how he attempted to help her stay in Kamenoko rendered Sayuri speechless. It was almost insufferable to imagine the things that transpired between these three people--for now, Shimane and Norika.Not being as involved in the school affairs at the time, she had known very little about the protesting and gossip about the school. Confined to her department and their reliance on outside networks, it wasn't a surprise she wasn't as involved in any of the statistics. She couldn't have imagined what kind of pressure that put on people-pleasing, honorable Junichiro. It must have caused him more grief than it should have; and that he probably cared too much. And the issue of Shimane landing a job with Kamenoko, of all things! The irony of it all! The administration was idiotic for not investigating the whole thing! Him admitting to all these statistic hacks...doesn't he know he could be exposed for these things if he allows himself to discuss it so openly with her?
He seemed to be pulling all the strings behind the chaos. Manipulating Junichiro (who now Sayuri was even more disappointed over-- he was such a sucker) and the student council for more Norika affairs made her a little lightheaded as she listened on. Catching sight of another one of his smiles, seemingly different, annoyed her. The plan annoyed her. It sounded juvenile, silly. Then he could admit lying to her, kissing her, how beautiful she was and everything would be alright because she would be the hero against the school's crimes for not giving her the damn scholarship. There was nothing to fight for in the first place! But who would question a guy like Shimane? He didn't look capable of even dressing himself formally. This man wouldn't lie. Oh no.
His glasses glinted a little under the fluorescent lighting of the cafe as he began the more nauseating part of the story. But his expression had caught her off guard a little bit and it told her something was wrong. And she wondered how much debt Junichiro must have been in, if both of them completely failed their kickstarter... her mind would go back and forth between Junichiro... then to Shimane's story.
He couldn't live with it.
Shimane: There were tears streaming down his face by now. He clenched his fist when she brought up Junichiro.
The tears were freely flowing now and he had his forehead to his hand, shaking, “Fujimoto-san became suspicious about the statistics due to the ones the school had given him. I told him they were lying…but he knows me too well. He continued to confront me.”
“…So I finally confessed that I had skewed them for her sake. For her. Can you blame me!? I wanted her to smile again.” it was difficult for him to speak now, but it was obvious that it had strained the relationship between Junichiro and Shimane to a brutal point. He was silent as he tried to utter the last piece to the puzzle.
“And so, a month ago I announced to Fujimoto-san that I would finally take the blame for everything. Yes...I was the one who caused the ruckus during graduation...he was quite upset...we’ve been friends since high school, you see...but I can pay for my sins now and also keep Norika-san free from being looked down upon…I have nothing more to live for anyway…”
“Forgive me, Takahashi-san. But all I can think of…all I can see is Norika laying lifeless on the ground. She’ll never look at me again. She’ll never kiss me again. It’ll torture me for the rest of my life. I can’t move on, and I have hurt so many because of it.”
It seemed like an eternity of silence between them until Shimane pulled out a piece of paper and scrawled an airplane number and time,
He took in a deep breath, his glasses reflecting the light of the room and hiding his bleary eyes,
The tears had left as quickly as they came.
- FIN -
I'd say it's a bit of a mess--some things are unrealistic etc. But it was really an excuse to develop and push things around while tying up some loose ends floating around.
Myst solved! Now for the more planned upcoming ones that are focused on you guys. : D